I usually start to feel normal late into the night. After 11pm the depression and disassociation fades away. My mood brightens. I feel like I have infinite energy and easily stay up until 5am. It’s a strange rollercoaster.

It really isn’t sustainable…as I lost a really good job over it. Now I’m sticking to a schedule with 8 hours of sleep but I don’t ever get that “feel good” kick. Just perpetually drained and unmotivated.