Find a large multi-national company that isn’t in tech, get a job in IT or doing software of some kind and move up into management. You really want to be in a cost center and get into middle management, I still can’t fathom what those people did for the company, complete waste of space. So go do that, LOL. Or do the opposite of all that and feel connected to and enjoy your work by seeing that it has an impact on your customers.