This advice seem to be for the typical tech affluent HN crowd, so don't take it personally.

I just felt like I walked into a Ferrari dealership :)

sigh, they can say "if you work hard, you can retired at 40!"

this make me want to give up anything and try any crazy way to get money:(

It’s pretty easy to get a PR in Canada. Once here, get a tech job. In 3 years you will have a citizenship and a easy way to get a big tech job in the US ( TN Visa).