To begin with, i'm a 19yo male(ultra ambitious). I recently scored a job as Junior developer in a 5yo startup.I'm considered above average- with respect to intellect- by most people I've met(and i 'was' really happy with that). My nature is very similar to a water droplet present in a void(lol). Recently i've been felling very uneasy when i get into thinking about myself with respect to the whole human tribe i.e. how do/should i fit in. This habit of mine, although i'm not able to pinpoint the event of inception, afaict can be traced back to the period when i changed cities due to some financial problems my family was facing. I lost touch with most of the things i grew up with. I used to learn things very quickly, i'm also very good presenter. Whatever i try to learn something new i get distracted very easily. I think I'm not able to distinguish between my wants and needs. To be more simple i always feel like i've just opened my eyes in a dream - blurry and no control. I've lost clarity. .Love you all. ~general_Greyface

P.S if you think that i'm not clear enough, then just lol.