The funny part is, that it kind of tend to get worse during vacations. Not a psychologist, but guess when I try to work hard and focused, all the "pending" stuff is suppressed. On vacations in comes, I'm more relaxed, and it comes out.
Yeah life become complicated. I mean in a sense that the decision space got much bigger. Now thinking a lot if I'm really in the right place/country if things moove so slow. Trying to outsource things is a good idea. Guess this is the way to go.
That is also a point. I wanted to onboard people or make it bigger. But wanted to cash out and resolve any tax liabilities first. Both didn't work so far. So I'm on my own.
Sorry to hear that - I hope you can find a way to bring someone on board - even if just a temp to bash out some of the 'easy but long' work that can free you up for the important stuff. Or equally just free you up to relax.
Hang in there, things will get better, you are already achieving more than most people can.
1. You are right. Everyone knows this, but yeah not always easy to follow. Especially if you are off balance.
2. Guess in my case, the most important things I want to solve take a long time.
3. Exactly. Regarding the tax guy. I had/have one, he was very responsible. But when he got the money, he became very slow. Still answers. But is extremely slow. Maybe will find someone new, but currently it doesn't make sense, since he is finishing his work. Every week he tells me a few more days.
4. You are exactly right. Money didn't change anything. It is just a number. Kind of ready to take losses, to get lower stress. Still, so far couldn't execute, since the most secure options refuse the service or need very long for onboarding.
I think it is a good idea to have some wealth in crypto. But it is just crazy to have all of it. Especially, since in my case, most of it is in stablecoins. So could get nearly 4% in USD if it was on a bank account.
PS: The whole situation is really strange. Guess that sucks most. I did everything according to the book. Did my tax returns. Didn't hide anything. Looking back, I really question the whole thing. I could just go far away. Cash out. Don't pay a penny, instead of nearly 50%. Would have less stress for sure.
Thanks a lot for the advice. I will try to do all of the points.
Right now in the 'fuckt it mood', so ready to get losses just to resolve everything fast.
Everyone responds differently to different “teachers”, so you may watch that video and feel it’s a bunch of bullshit. For you it may be.
Generally just sitting and being present with what you feel physically in the body and just allowing it is very powerful.Sometimes it feels like you want to die, or the worst anxiety, other times great pleasure or calmness.
Most of my life I’ve lived in my mind, trying to think through “emotions”, while in the last year I started feeling them.. I know emotions are meant to be felt..what?
As they are felt, without judgement, as part of the “movie” that is our conscious experience, our body learns that no, it’s not about to die, the world isn’t going to end, and I do have the resources to be present and just feel what’s happening.
The feelings are then “digested”, and we can continue our life, thankful for the new data that comes to consciousness awareness through feelings.
Some people may say feeling feelings is weak, and really tough people just power through. I’m starting to know that having the courage to actually feel all the body is capable of feeling takes real courage.
Viapssana mediation is powerful.
I could probably talk your ear off. I hope this is helpful.
Right now it is very very profitable for them. They can earn interest rates for free, without a high risk.